I thought for a moment and answered honestly, 'yes I have. It's been good to get away from the camp and beach for the day, and to have someone with me...has been great too.' I was truly happy, and that made me relaxed, which meant that the next words slipped out, bypassing the part of my brain that says stop before you speak. 'Especially with such a beautiful woman.' As soon as I did say those words I realised it. It was something that I would have wanted to say to Jacqui, but never considered. ??My cries soundedlike that of a small boy lost and separate from his parents.??I just feltmy still seemingly too large chest heaving when I heard Dr. Sandstrom'svoice, at normal speed in my dream, say "Say your new name.??Repeat itover and over again.??Say your new name.??Repeat it over and over again."I realized there was a tiny speaker over the one-way mirror and that'swhere he was probably watching.??I couldn't remember my name, and there was pain inside my head again.There was so much. I was getting impatient. “How about I give you a back massage?” I said.“I've got some coconut oil in the kitchen, I could melt it so it's body temperature and then rub it in to your poor tired body, how about that?”“Ooh! That would be amazing! Please don't stick anything up my bumhole though, I have issues.”I would like to point out at this juncture that we were both very, very drunk.I started to massage the warm oil into his back and legs. His body was beautifully smooth and muscular, so much. I stared, fascinated by sight of that long cock, and she didn't notice me. I guess you know I got as hot as hell looking at the long hunk of horse cock!" After she got it clean she began caressing the long cock by wrapping her fingers around it like you'd frig a guy's prick. Then she got down and took the head in her mouth and started sucking. I made some kind of a noise when she did that and she jerked her mouth from the cockhead and saw me. I thought she was going to faint. Her face got as.