He seemed to become a demon of destruction at the first sign of a physical threat.He wasn't concerned whether or not they were police officers with th... authority of the law behind them. He merely saw them as perceived threats and with no show of passion, dealt with them. Then, the next moment, I ordered him to get dressed and he obeyed, like a little boy. (Not anyone would ever call him "little boy" who saw him before his pants went on.The way I have been carrying on about his sexual. She was ****d and murdered while I was away on a business trip. Her death was violent, bloody and horrible from the evidence and as told by the assailant. She must have suffered in agony for many hours and wondered why I wasn’t there to protect her. I have blamed myself ever since and now I must find my peace in the only way I know how.I decided to take my own life, but this would not be a quick or painless bullet to the head or sleeping pills. I wanted to experience the pain, horror and wonder. My next class was gym, so i went to the locker room to change. I sat down on the bench in front of my gym locker and opened it. I put my under armour drawstring bag in the locker. Then i started to untie my shoes, and take off my shirt. Then i took off my t-shirt. I felt some one sit down on the bench next to me. It was the dream boy Blake. "Hey, whats up. weren't you in my last block." asked Blake. "Yeah i sit right next to you." I confirmed. "Whats your name?" Asked Blake. "Luke." I told. .he said . He hadn't remembered me & I didn't say . we got taken through to the loos , showing the old one gutted & the new mens one all fresh paint & stainless steel . "You can see it - all nice n fresh" . Then through to the room next door - the old gutted bog. "See - the piss trough runs through the walll to here through that pipe which is n't connected yet - SO , YOU lay under here , awaiting the fresh piss ! " . My mind was already running wild , my cock had a hard on . Shit ! Big george.