’ Sondra knew the implied threat was that if she did not say all of what she had been told all the way through, exactly right she would not be able ...o stop. Perhaps ever. ‘Cocks taste like my orgasms, I love to lick and suck them.’ ‘I like to flash men. I like to make men horny.’ ‘I like to be naked and show men my body. I want to be naked and show men my body.’ ‘It feels good to be naked and make men horny. I love making men horny.’ ‘I love having men look at me with lust, it makes me horny.’. We could run through fields of snow, sled down our ownhill, and just have fun playing in the wild outdoors. By spring, I was used to being a country k**, very happy with mysituation. I had a new best friend at school, lots of other newfriends, and everyone in our neighborhood got along fine. And I wasdoing exceptionally well in school, finding it easy to keep up with itwith no struggle at all.I liked Debbie and Tammy a lot. During the winter, we'd often playedtogether, my brother and I with the. Sayad yehi reason hoga, coz mai use pahele se jaanta hu so uski maa ne khud bola usko padhne ko.Agle hi din wo tution aa gai. Red suit phen kr , kya lag rhi thi yaar. Dil to kiya tution choro aaj to bas ho ho jaye but ghar pr mom bhi thi. Maine usko maths padhaya, waise dhyan to mera kahi aur hi tha. Phir dheere dheere maine us se bachpan ki baate krni suru kri. Aur maine ek baat notice kri us ne muje ek baar bhi “bhaiya” nai kaha . Wow muje to bs yehi dhek kr maja aa rha tha.Wo raat mai bs usi. Before, I would leave the thoughts within these pages for all too see. Now, I hide my journal, unwilling to share and guarding my feelings jealously, wishing I could simply slip away and return to my alien lover and revel in the freedom of showing my true self, the self that he helped me discover, the self that I suspect the others would not understand. Oh, the cravings I now feel, that I suspect have been buried deep within me, pull at me with a yearning that is almost painful. After the first.