We had both forgotten that Meri had made an appointment with herdoctor friend to check on my health and evaluate my meds. That was ok sincethe appoint...ent was 9am. More problematic was that my golf clubs were my guyclubs and bag with my "old" name on them. Also, I didn't have lady golfshoes or a golf glove that would accommodate my new extended nails. What todo, what to do. Easy answer--we called the guys club and they had rentalladies golf clubs. We figured we would hit the doctor then stop at. This isn’t an ending I had originally envisioned and not one I would have written, aside from the fact that it seemed to be the one that people wanted from the feedback. If you haven’t yet, please read the ‘What to do now’ story as this starts off pretty much where that one ends. Damn it all, I just simply don’t know what to do. I never thought I would ever be in a situation like this. I always thought we had a great marriage, but I had obviously been very wrong. It has all been a sham, total. I just, well, as I said, I'm obsessed. I can't tell her of course,could you imagine?" I certainly could but it wouldn't be an easyconversation. "Last time my wife and I made love it was quick, both of uswere quite drunk, and I don't think it was great but I don't remembermuch of it. It was a few months ago to be honest and we haven't doneanything since then. I, uh, masturbate at least once a day but spendhours on the computer in my office. I can't seem to help myself and whenI saw your note,. At one point, he looked back, grabbed my hand and placed it on his ass motioning for me to rub it, and telling me not to be bashful. I did and as my hands ran over the back of his thighs, he would lift his hips and spread his legs a little. I continued on, down each leg. I checked the clock on the nghtstand, and saw I had 10 more minutes, so I went back to the neck and back. When it was time, I softly asked if he was ready to roll over. I was afraid he might be asleep, but he wasn't. He.
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