“After my wife left I was bitter. I hate being alone. I miss having someone to love, to care for, think about, day dream about. Then I thought of yo.... It was about four months ago when I realized the woman who occupied my thoughts was you. The only other woman I have loved. I didn’t dare reach out to you. I thought I would just make a fool of myself, so when your message appeared it was like a lifeline to a happier time.” Paul lowered his head, eyes looking at the table. Joan reached across and. Within two and a half months, Zainab and Aamina both became very close to me, and I started noticing that they are equally interested in me, but Zainab was making advances too quickly, slowly they both started sharing their personal problems and some secrets with me, we 3 became good friends, mostly when their husbands were out they use to send me pics of what they made, pics of them asking how are they looking and at times act naughtily to my compliment and start talking in double meanings, at. We played games, though I didn’t have my heart in it and from Kate’s expression, neither did she. We ate our picnic in the shade as the sun was still beating down. Auntie Beryl stood up. “I am sorry to have to spoil all our fun, but as you know Jim and Kate were very naughty this morning and I am going to have to give both of them six strokes of the cane.” With that she brandished a whippy looking cane about three feet long. My face went red and I wanted a hole to open up. “Please go to the. .. see ... we were playing, he touched me a little, I touched him a little, and ... and ... but we always stopped. Except that one time ... at the drive-in cinema..."Oh, God, what is wrong with me?! My dad is cool and all that, but it's not right to talk to him about how far I went with my stupid boyfriend."I touched his ... cock," I whisper even more quietly now, the last word barely makes it out of my mouth, "and it seemed like it hurt him, but when I wanted to take my hand off, he asked me.