In a second or two, I heard a thump or clang as he walked into a wall, file cabinet or light pole because he wasn't watching where he was going. If an... woman tells you that doesn't bring a smile to her face, she is lying to you.The physical transition was surprisingly easy. The mental transition — with the understanding I would not be changing back — was much harder. It took a while to get beyond the angst and anguish. How could I abandon all that I had been? I came to realize I hadn't.. My husband is the love of my life, we have been married for 12 years and even though I had dreamed about fucking other men I have never acted on it. Dave told me that he was OK with what happened, he loved me, and stated that I shouldn't be concerned with his feelings. He was extremely turned on by the events of the night and suggested that I contact Mark to have another "fuck session". When he said this I was so turned on, Mark had fucked me like I dreamed of getting fucked. He stretched my. I went into the “toys” section and spent some time on watching dildo anal and vaginal masturbators, lubricants and fur manacles. Finally I got on and came up to the seller guy: he noticed my trembling hands when I was paying off. I saw some grin on his face, he seemed to guess what I was gonna use the dildo for. I got into my car and made my mind to have some fun with that toy. I forgot to buy some lubricant, so I decided to use a face cream instead. I opened my legs wide in order to put it. Bhabhi meantime went to the kitchen, drank water and then she too came in there. She again sat on the edge of the bed and i sat on a stool in front of her.I again placed the headphones on her head and trailed my fingers back on top of her left breast globe, when she interrupted and said “this music is no good. Put in some nice ghazals if you have any” i withdrew, changed to ghazal cd i had, and resumed playing. She closed her eyes swaying lightly to music while i resumed my fingers on the.