I couldn't reason. When Mark talked to me, all I heard were incomprehensible sounds that were lost in the screeching noises already filling me. I want...d to hear him but I could not.It's so very hard to remember the things I did. I try; I need to comprehend them so I can get better but there's nothing to hold on to. Everything that went on in those days... in the months; they feel like they happened to someone else... except I was there... watching me do them. Doctor Jamison nods when I say. You and I can help out occasionally also." Yes that sounds good. We'll let the women decide who does what and come up with a list."We finished our coffee then went outside and started to work on the security system.At supper we told the women what we had thought of, and they agreed that this was something that needed to be done, so we left it to them to sort things out."Daddy," Chris asked, as soon as everyone was busy and she had announced that she was fine with anything the others. In the evening, I met the guy again online and I told him I am coming to Jaipur Next weekend. He didn’t believe me at first but then I showed him my ticket. He got super excited and so was I. While talking on Skype we made plans of what we would do on this trip.Anyways, the weekend came and I was packing and put in all my panties, dresses etc and took a cab to the train station. The guy was constantly messaging me to ask if I had boarded the train and if I had left. He had told me he would pick. 'Strange!I looked around and couldn't see her anywhere, so how could she know where I was?I stood and waited a couple of minutes. (I was standing in a small corner between two shops) Luci suddenly appeared round the corner.She was wearing an ankle length coat and lovely strappy sandles. Her hair was glistening in the sunlight. Of course we kissed lovingly. I asked her how she knew where I was? She confessed she had followed me. I asked why? And she said she wanted to have a little game with me.