After 18-20 maray uncle wapas aa gaye fir mujay jab bhi moka milta main unsay baat ker leta tha wo dil ki achi or frank thi, but mera dil to ab unko h...r kimat per codna cahta tha isliye main unsay majak bhi ker leta tha but she never mind it. Ek din jab sab log t.v daikhnay may mast thay(humaray yahan t.v kici-2 kay gher per he hota hai) to main unkay room may chala gaya wo apnay room may akelay he soti thi unki saas jo ki bahut he dangerous thi wo dusray gher maySoti thi but nazer humesha. "I'm Carrie." "Nice to meet you Carrie." "I'm heading to the room," she said. "Don't be long, our reservation is at 6pm." With that she swam away giving me a nice view of her ass. "I better follow," John said. "See you in a couple hours!" "Sure ... thanks for the invite and the drinks," I replied.Dinner was at the hotel restaurant. A nice affair with private booths and fantastic food. I arrived and found John and Carrie in a corner booth. He had on a button up shirt and shorts; she a "barely. Then she came and asked me why I was avoiding her.I:- it was my mistake and because of that can’t face you and if you complain to manager her than they will screw meShilpa:- it’s ok dont worry, it happens in young age. I won’t complain to manage, on one conditionI:- I ‘m ready to face or fulfill all condition you sayShilpa:- ok than teach me swimming if you don’t then I will complain to manager.I:- sure madam btw myself rocky and youShilpa:-myself shilpa,We introduce each other than I started. I could tell you what was in most drawers and closets except granny’s bedroom dresser and closet because there were guns in there. The point is I never noticed these things until this week.Why do I bring this up? It’s part of the underlying process I’ve been going through. My illness has put me into a crash course. I’ve been sad the last few days. I don’t feel productive. I’ve been working about 10 hours a week. I did put in a full 8 yesterday. I hear people talking about their dreams and goals.