We never seemed to notice or care.On Christmas day, after breakfast, we gathered around the tree, it was Jack's job to distribute the presents. He gav... Mom and Dad a neatly wrapped box, the next box he picked up had his name on it, the last box must be mine I thought. I watched as Jack leaned over to pick it up, instead of the box moving to him, however, he fell towards the box."What the heck is that, it's awful heavy?"I reached over and slid the box to me. It was heavy. I looked up at Mom and. Body, lying folded over her lap, head on the ground next to an open can of rubber cement… Here though, with all of these people and in the mood — it was on. What is it? She asks pointing toward the can. Good shit, its supposed to be degreaser, but look, hexane, butane, propane… Haha, why the hell would they need all of that in a degreaser? He berates. Its like, they dont care people buy this shit just to get high! She laughs thinking, (Wow…) Asking. Did you buy it? Hell no… I stole it! Oh... It's a new cage, a smaller cage, asbig as the one I wore when I was ten and was first fitted.I cry again. I can't stop. I'm sobbing. Why can't I stop all this crying?I know I have girl hormones in me now, but girls don't run around cryingall the time, do they?"Shhhhhh," she says. Janine is at my bed side once again. She has beenwatching me all night. Every time I wake up, she gets into bed with me,holds me, tells me that everything is going to be okay and lets me driftback to sleep."Are you. As I slowly fold and place my cloths on a chair, I glance their way and see 2 figures looking…watching me. Now I got you both! I slip on to my bed and pull the sheets up to my breasts. I check the angle of my mirror. Perfect! You are in each others arms, watching me. You will see my whole body from my neck to my toes, and I can watch you…looking at me. I lick my fingers and wet my tits. I pinch and pull. My legs, growing restless, kick the sheet off my torso. I spread my.