Both of them walked around and she saw a rather large copper tub filled with water. He stood by the tub,"I use this tub to cool down the metal but my ...ast piece of work has been lost in the tub and I have been unable to find it, could you please reach in and find it. The water is cool. Its a small metal gear, I would tip over the tub but water around here is rare unless it rains and I dont want to waste it."She looked down into the tub the water dark and black unable to see the bottom."I think. ! I quickly went in freshened up brushed my teeth and changed into shorts and t-shirt and came out. She was on the couch and I went straight to her and sat next to her and said I’d like to kiss you… she was shocked but readily gave in and as we kissed for the first time and she was enjoying and I slowly moved down to her neck and my hands were slowly caressing her boobs to which she suddenly reacted saying that it wasn’t right…! And gave a mischievous smile… I began kissing her and slowly. For several years we kept in touch, we both graduated high school, her a year behind me, and went on to find jobs and become adults.After our breakup things in my life went bad, moms boyfriend started beating her so we left. Moved from Montana down to Nebraska, a great distance, but something we needed to do. I still talked to Jazy often and was still deeply in love with her, even though she didn't feel the same anymore.One day after several years of just talking and being friends, a topic got. It's not only that I'm about to burst from holding off all this time. I just have to settle my position in his heart before Susan permanently lodges herself there and locks me out.It's soooo ironic that I'm going to these extremes to prevent Susan from having sex with him before me, when just a couple of days ago I was crazily scheming to get her to have sex with him as soon as possible. I must really be losing it to work against my own schemes like this.She mused, I should have listened to.