I'm doing much better. I think leaving school was probably a good idea. I need to clear my head before going back." "We understand. You must come to o...r party. I’m sure you could hook-up with somebody there. Get your mind off of things. We have lots of fun people that attend our parties. All different ages and lots of different flavors." “I was kind of hoping maybe you could be my first.” “You want to have sex with me? Uh, Um, I’m your stepfather. I don’t think your mom would understand that.”. The thought of being forced past its threshold was horrifying,and I had to find a way to avoid it. I decided to keep a low profile. I tried my best to stay out ofCrowley's way and to make myself invisible. If I saw him in the hallwaybetween classes, I made sure his view of me was blocked by other kids.And I made sure that I got to gym class a little later?just before thetardy bell rang?when there was a crowd in the locker room, and he wouldbe less likely to notice me. "He'll forget about. They walked out of the restaurant and Katie’s phone vibrated. It was a text message from Nick telling her he was outside of the entrance to Crazy Horse. She smiled and grabbed Brian’s arm. “Looking forward to the show?” She asked him suddenly. “Yes, we’ve seen it obviously but it is excellent.” “It should be exciting,” she emphasized the word exciting and Brian looked at her with a quizzical look on his face. “There he is,” Katie pointed to Nick as they approached the entrance to the theater.. Master showed his teeth. "You're smarter than you look, aren't you?" If you say so, Master," I replied, proud of myself. Master just nodded.By noon, I was cooked, or whatever. I didn't know what I was -- and I still don't. I know that, from looking in the mirror, the old me would have fucked me in a heartbeat, given the chance -- which probably would have entailed drugging me into unconsciousness first. I had Janine beat all hollow! My hips were a little wider and my waist a little narrower.