She wants someone to tame, someone to bend to her formidable will.And one more thing. It had happened once already. Well, almost. Two yeears ago. We w...nt away for the Fourth of July weekend. Neither of us were seeing anyone, so we decided to spend it together. We got very, very drunk, and ended up on the couch together. I was aware that Lisa was on the make, that she was hot and horny and she wanted to fuck me. We started kissing and necking and having fun, and these fears surfaced in me again.. She wasn't enjoying it, and for that matter neither was I. There was no... sensuality about it.When my dick started to go soft on her, I helped it deflate with my control."Penny, this isn't going to work," I said, trying to stand up. She was holding my shrunk dick captive with her teeth so I couldn't walk away."Hey, come on now. I've been more than fair to you."She spit it out and said, "Fair? You've been toying with me!" You know what... If I wanted to toy with you... Oh, I give up. Go away.. In reality, Kathy actuallyliked me like that for a little while. She was my first kiss, and thatis when she knew I wasn't into her like that. I remember theconversation after."Didn't you like it?" she asked me."Yeah," I said, trying not to sound like I was lying."What's going on?" Kathy asked."Nothing." Are you gay?" she asked sincerely.I shook my head no, but I couldn't look her in the eyes. She asked againand I finally broke down and told her about me. I told her that I alwayswished I. "Aren't you glad now that you accepted my invitation?" Bezaffa said soothingly. "A pleasant meal and a pleasant drink. What could be more delightful?" Not many things," Ana slurred unevenly. "But why, if it's so good, does the government make it illegal?" President Marmeluke's government makes everything nice illegal," Bezaffa replied. "It doesn't stop them, or anyone with means, from partaking. They just don't want the ordinary person to have any part of it." Thass not fair, issit?" Ana.