"Why are you not naked as instructed?" She gave a nervous smile but furthered her defiance by lifting herchin and increasing her smile as she said as ... sneer. "It is a silly and obscene rule that we totally refuse to complywith." The Messenger nodded slowly several times, thoughtful and walked aroundher to stand behind her. "And who are you to defy my instructions?" "We won't do it," she said loudly and for the benefit ofthe other women. The response was swift and brutal. The crop lashed down. At just over 7 inches, I wouldn’t build a shrine around it, but it works for me. When I looked at Jason, I was impressed. Kelly wrapped both hands around it from the base and he still had about 3 inches or so left. And Kellys hands wrapped in a fist are about 3 1/2 inches. Kelly looked up at Jason and then at me and said “So. Who wants to see a magic trick? I can make Jasons cock disappear!” Both of us said we wanted to see her magic. When we said that, Kelly got in front of Jason and. “Was the chat government sponsored or something you did on your own?” Louis asked.“He was behind the killing of two of my men in Morocco a few years ago and the attack on me in the Golan Heights. I wanted to have words with him about it. The meeting was not government sanctioned. Nor the kill, if that is what you are asking,” I said.“How did you know the General was going to here?” Louis asked.“You know I can’t answer that,” I said.“Did you plan on killing him?” Louis asked.“It was to be a. "I love you, and I can't live without you."Those were the last words you ever spoke to me. Why didn't it occur toyou that they would have been mine to you? You did what you did to saveme, but what made you think I'd want to go on living without you?They say it takes a year, and they're right. Today marks a year sinceyou were taken from me, but I can't face attending the event at GroundZero or taking part in other remembrance ceremonies. Because todaywould have been another anniversary. The pain.