Jo. XXX"'A bit strange' is something of an understatement. It's a nice thought but right now I don't want to talk to anybody, I just want to think.A s...ower is always a good start. I head upstairs and strip off. I feel more comfortable naked these days. It is bliss to stand under the stream of hot water knowing that no one is watching me. The water feels good on my skin and tingles on my bare scalp. Even after all the time at Inward Bound that still seems strange, but only occasionally, now.Once. Brendan forced his way in. The TV showed a live camera shot being taken from a helicopter. There was a delay of several seconds between the explosions on the bottles and canisters on the screen and the concussive sounds he heard from down the street.His stomach turned on him. Brendan tore his attention from the screen and wormed his way back out of the house. Sitting on the front porch of the neighbor's house, he half listened to the descriptions being broadcast as he tried to bring his heart. Cutler," she said, sticking out her hand, "I'm Joy. I've got the neighborhood this week." Hi, Joy... and please, no Mrs. Cutler stuff. It's Nina."She grinned. "Ok thanks. I'm just so used to-" I know, you're used to the snooties around here who think that because they have money they have to be treated like royalty. Listen, I appreciate what you do, and as far as I'm concerned, it's your neighborhood this week. Come on in."Listen to you, Nina! Ok, you've probably always felt that way about your. " He lifted a gray folder just above the surfaceof the council table, showing it to me. "We read your report,fascinating reading, a detailed account of an incredible world. Icongratulate you on your perseverance and grit under extraordinarycircumstances. It reflects well on you and the Academy."I reddened a little. He looked as if he really meant it. "Thank you, Mr.Chairman."He glanced casually at the others on the panel then proceeded. "I speakfor the rest of the council that we concur with.