I was devastated when I heard all this. I didn’t want to give up Lance. I didn’t want to help seduce Lacey for David. I knew the next thig would b... I’d have to give up my children. I couldn’t do that. I didn’t have any more time to think about it. As soon as he finished telling what I had in store for me, he put me onto my back told me to spread my legs and in it went. I couldn’t take all of him at first.He said,” Don’t worry about it. You can take almost all of it. If you can take me, you can. And then, quite by accident, she ran into her old boyfriend Rob on the street one afternoon.Both were a little uncomfortable at first. It had been almost a year since they had last seen one another, and they had split because Rob knew that Laura could never give up her girls exclusively for him. Almost instantly, her eyes dropped to his left hand and saw the gold ring there."You finally did it, eh?" she smiled.He held up the hand, grinning sheepishly, yet proudly. "I told you I would," he said.. This is reallyhard, 'cus I don't want to hurt you, I like you and I really value ourfriendship. It's just ... its just that I don't think our relationship isworking..." What do you mean? I thought we had something going on?" We did, but I think I was just rushing into our relationship. I had justgot over MORFS and I was new to being a girl and there was someattraction but I think I was just willing to be your girlfriend, becauseI was thinking that no one would ever like the new me. I was trying. My hands shook as i reached up to the door bell and pressed.it had a smoke glass front and i could see a figure coming to the door.my heart skipped a beat as the door opened and there stood my voyeur."your late"he said in a gruff voice."well you might as well come in now your here"he said.i stepped into the house and he shut the door.he walked past me and ushered me into his front room.i looked at him and he stood looking me up and down."right then boy,my names derick wots yours"he said."my.