Things while separated from Eddie.”I gave her a stare at that comment.“Okay, to do MORE things while away from Eddie. Now I have more options. I l...ve Eddie. I don’t want to hurt him. I don’t want to push things ... too far. But I also love you ... and I want to do things ... with ... and FOR you! See my conflict? His hall pass helps, as does knowing that I gave him one. Even so, it’s not exactly cool with even lapsed Quakers like Mom and Dad. It’s a major move away from what society condones,. Gently, you take my hand off you and lift it up. That evil smile gets bigger when you extend one of my fingers and direct it towards your mouth. I somehow manage to keep one eye on the road as you use the tip of my index finger to trace your plump, pink lips. It looks so sexy to me when you flick your tongue out and lick it up and down before closing your lips around it and sliding my lucky finger in and out of your wonderful mouth. Your cheeks suck in as you take my finger deeper into your wet. I should never have kept it a secret,but Bruce's mom thought it best to let you discover yourself withoutcomplications. Now, I am so scared you'll hate me and I'll lose youforever, but I can't lie any more. You are so nice and beautiful; bothinside and out, that I have to risk your walking away. I'm so sorry." Hewas in tears by now and he started to pull his hands back.I don't know why, but I squeezed this time. I wouldn't let him withdraw.He slowly raised his gaze to meet mine. I looked at him. Nothing happenedbetween us, honestly! We just talked and had some laughs. I'm sure therewas some flirting, but nothing more than 2 people of the opposite sex mightdo. Through my own stupidity, Margo (my wife) found out and I had to"confess" to my "affair".Naturally, Margo did not believe my story and decided to get even with me.The first Friday after the revelation, Margo went out, dressed to kill(very tight blue silk blouse, no bra, and a short black knit skirt), andstayed out all night. .