. fast, too early. After all, forever is a long time. But then I pushed that thought aside and asked whether always was indeed always, feeling the cha...n dangle against my sex as I looked down, thinking that maybe I shouldn't buy nicer underwear after all but instead go without panties at all, wear more skirts instead of tight jeans, so I could feel it.The look in Ann's eyes as I had asked her to leave the chain around my waist. That look had been way beyond 'just fine' too.Or the pictures. They. Each time was the same, but the knowing only served to heighten my fear: her blood red lips would part to reveal an abyss, a road straight to hell, framed with razor teeth. Then would come the banshee howl, and the lunge, as I stood rooted to the spot. This was the image that I had awoke to, trembling and sweating, almost every morning since what had happened with aunt Susan and cousin Sara. And although I cannot say that the vampiristic figure of my nightmares resembled my aunt in any great. When I called the recognized AAA roadside repair service on my cell phone they told me it would be at least an hour before they could come and change the tire, so, in the rain I put on the funny little spare while she held the flashlight. By the time I was finished we were both drenched, cold, and my hands were filthy. When we got back to her house, she told to come in and cleanup while she made cocktails. I washed at the kitchen sink as she got busy with the drinks. I finished and dried my. Phir main mami ko uski bedroom me le gaya aur use bed par lita diya.Main: Mere paas ek upay hai, jisse apka dard kam hi sakta hai.Mami: Kya?Main: Malish.Mami: Haa, main kar lungi.Main: Nahi main karunga.Mami: Tuh kaise kar sakta hai, tu toh mera bhanja hai.Main: Toh phir kya hua. Isse apko rahat mil jayegi.Maine ab apne hath me oil ki bottle li.Main: Apki pith upar kar ke so jaiye.Mami bhi dard ki wajah se mera kaha maan rahi thi.Main: Mami apne toh gown pahni hai, main apki peeth ki malish.