The most disappointing bit is that wife Sarah and I had a full rather varied sex life and to just suddenly stop was a shock to the system and difficul... to take. From my teenage years I,ve loved pornography and this is where I get my relief either viewing the videos, photos or stories on Hamster.com or chatting to like minded adults on here. I,d love to connect with one or two, but of course I,m cautious with people I don,t know. I,m quite open to sexy fun whether with a willing adventurous. “I’m not all that hungry, she replied. Ok. Want to go for a wail? We headed outside. It had begun raining intermittently, so our walk was a short one. We held hands and we kissed a few more times. She seemed much more responsive now that she was in the lobby. ”Do you want to go upstairs?”She looked at me. It’s our first meeting. I’ll go upstairs, but remember it’s our first date. ““I understand”, I replied. We went up to the room and we began kissing. She laid back on the bed, feet dangling and. It went way up. A lot of hands reached up under my shirt and destroyed my bra. It was ripped from under my shirt. Once that was gone the shirt was attacked Someone grabbed the round collar and tore it right off my back. As I was surfed around some pervert decided to have the panties. Off they came. His wet sweaty hands slid up the sides of my tembling legs and grasped both sides of the cotton. I screamed for him to keep them on. That did not help. They were pulled down my legs slowly again. I wanted to meet to explain things in person so he would see that i’m not like that.i explained my relationship with Frank to him. He offered his advice saying that i should tell him soon or decide never mention it at all and be done with it cuz he could see that the conflict was distressing me. i then explained about my situation with Jack and he found that hard to believe. He hadn’t thought Jack would do something like that. He offered to talk to him for me if i wanted. i thanked him but said.