But when I got up, mom looked at him and went berserk. You know how men get erections when they're really tired? I guess she saw he had one and jumped...to the wrong conclusions. I found out much later that she had been abused by an uncle whom she adored." That started a fight that went on for hours. I had no idea what they were yelling about, but I hid in my room and cried my eyes out because I just KNEW something in my life had just changed." From that day on, I wasn't allowed in my dad's lap.. I ask the questions and I call the shots. I will tell you that I found it this morning and it has changed everything. Come in here now!"I dutifully walked back to the sliders and towards the bedroom. My embarrasment, combined with the motion of walking and the fact that I can't really keep a boner unless I'm jerking off to my fetish porn caused my dick to shrink. It had me believing that I might have some plausible deniability here. When I walked into the bedroom I stammered out, "I'm not. Waiting by the garage door to the house L had already set out my ?naughty? gear for me in preparation for our ?special day?. I undressed as fast as I can and once naked I began getting prepared. First I put on my T strap ball harness, snapping the strap around my scrotum and then snapping the spreader strap that separates my balls. Next is my white string bikini panties fallowed by the white thigh high stockings. My PVC French maid dress is next. I tie on the white plastic apron in the. " No honey, I have no idea," she said."Someone said he had kids," I said."Yeah, somewhere down east, I think," she said.Well he is a big boy, I thought. He was just going to have to take care of himself. I went home to watch tv and check out the computer. I decided to buy the videos from the website. I didn't think it would make a difference, even if Mary Ellen found out. I was pretty sure that Paul the camera man had called her anyway.The phone rang an hour after I began to research her site..