So, Ally and I made a little deal that night, Trish continued, I told her I’d figure out a way to take off her regulators, and she’d shave off a f...w milligrams from your pills. This gave me a one-hour window where I could talk to her while you were asleep. She was so glad to have me back, Jake. She apologized for taking your side all the times I tried to express myself. She said it was wrong that you should lay claim to a body we shared equally. She agreed to help me come back, if I helped her. Each time his plea was ignored. My balls were swollen and aching. I wanted to fill his ass with my cum. I wanted him to know in the morning that he had been fucked by a true butt fucking expert.I looked over his shoulder and saw movement in the darkness. A light was headed our way. We had to be quick. I stroked him with renewed vigor. Watching the light I knew who ever it was knew we were here but not exactly where. He was headed toward the waters edge a 100 yards away. I had placed my hand. The streets are full of homeless, drug-addicted veterans who refuse to deal with their PTSD or other issues. They try to suck it up, to tough it out. Some turn to drugs or alcohol. It fucking breaks my heart to see these guys out there, knowing that they have to take that step, they have to decide to get help before I can offer them a hand. So, go get help. Don’t be a fucking idiot.”Okay, so he is not so much in touch with his feelings as he is allergic to denial and bullshit, but still, he. I checked out his apartment complex and figured out the best way to do what I was going to do. I didn't follow him on Wednesday night; I was at his apartment complex waiting for him to get home. I was behind one of the pillars that supported the staircase up to the second and third floors and when he put his key in his door and started to open it I came out from my hiding place. Five quick steps and I was behind Ryan and I put my shoulder into his back and sent him staggering into his.