He looked around andremembered some things.'Fi and I were going to a party ... the costumes were both for girls ...we went as girls'He now remembered ...he costumes and that the one on the floor was his.What happened afterwards was fragmented. Loads of half forgotten faces.'oh no ... she cheated on me ... she was bouncing on top of a guy ... Iran out ... 'The next memories were harder to make sense of. They felt weird but realat the same time.'someone on the couch ... no no no'"No no no no no no. Er benutze mich undlie? mich dann einfach f?r den n?chsten liegen. Meine Schenkel f?hltensich an, als k?nnte ich sie nie wieder schlie?en. Noch immer konnte ichdeutlich sp?ren, wie tief er in mir vorgedrungen war. Lediglich derGedanke, dass es gesch?tzter Sex war, lie? mich nicht innerlichzerbrechen."Na?", kam die Stimme meines Zuh?lters von der T?r her?ber. "Wie vielhast du verdient?"Oh Gott, dachte ich entsetzt, ich hatte gar kein Geld f?r meine Diensteverlangt. Angesichts meiner Reaktion. She packed, and moved out last Tuesday, I think it was. " That's right, Toni. That's what Dan said. And before you ask, Sean, they don't know why she did it, not a clue." We did say, we would tell them; if Mom found out, and told us, and their Daddy didn't tell them." I don't know if you girls should get that involved, in their personal life." If we can do a favor for a friend, why shouldn't we?" If he tells Mom, and doesn't tell his own sons; it can't be that big a secret, and he's, probably,. "Tell us, Laurel," Mike said. "Tell us all about it." I started to cry. "I'm a dirty filthy sluty whore," I said, sobbing. "I'm a bitch with a cunt and a mouth and I want to let you do what you want to them. Please, please, please just use me." "Lie down, oral Laurel," Mike said. "Lie down on the floor." So i did, lying down on my back. Mike crouched behind me. "Give me your hands, Laurel," Mike said. "Put them back here and stretch yourself out." So I did. Mike took my wrists in his hands,.