Anyway the cop brother of the female cop dropkicked my nuts a second time to express his unreasonable hate he has for me when nothing is ever my fault...and I get the shit blamed on me anyway.I am writing this from the jail ward of the county hospital. The doctor said he could save my balls but that I was going to look real swollen down there for a while. Now is it legal for a cop to kick you in the balls? Well I didn’t think so either.Then to make it even worse, he put on the incident report. “Come in,” Jake said, finally breaking the awkward silence between them.Alicia walked into the darkness of the room and let him close the door behind her. She heard him set the soup bowl down, then his hands were on her shoulders as he stood behind her. In physical contact again, she could feel his mind questing on the edge of her consciousness. He didn’t want her; he needed her. And he hadn’t known it until she was standing there, offering herself to him. She turned halfway around to meet him,. Either we postpone the Dr. Fredrickson plan to later in the week, or better yet, we implement it ourselves. Brother has just had too much on his plate. Let's wake him with the pleasant surprise that the whole doctor problem has been handled, by us!"This idea was met with doubtful faces.So Katherine further exhorted them, "Come on! What's the problem? Think about it. Alan has done nothing but give, give, give. He's tried so hard to please us that he's like the living dead. We've selfishly taken. ”Pilar isn’t fearless, I doubt anyone is. Saints and madmen maybe. Misdirected pit bulls. But she is brave. Tough. That treacherous trip from Hondo, Colombia to the US had imprinted something on Pilar. Her brain, her heart, her being.Pilar’s mother had gone through even more -- a gang rape, unwanted sex, constant bribes. But Lina had been older, experienced. Intelligent enough to research the trip and make an informed decision. She knew what they were getting into.I was thinking about Pilar’s.