Lucy ... was. Piled in with the books of the mystic, were every letter, answering machine tape, yearbook, and scrap of notes about Lucy I could find. ... had read through them all, repeatedly, trying to formulate a picture. I spent long blocks of time in front of the open door of her refrigerator asking myself what kind of person ate this type of food. I held up her clothes, trying to determine what kind of person wore things like this. I even examined the doodles on the edges of her hand written. She noticed me standing there and said, glancing at me sideways, "Fuckin' machine eats my money and never gives out with the sodas." She was so agitated I figured it was her time of the month. (Later I found this to be true.)"Here," I said, "let me try," and I dropped in the correct amount of change and promptly received a Coke. Handing it to Robin, I asked her what was going down around the dorm that afternoon."Nothing much," she said, opening the can and taking a long drink. Offering me a. Tears welledup in my eyes but Victoria was unmoved. "You can look as pretty as youcan but at the end of the day you are a man and hence you shall alwaysbe subservient to women," she said with finality. I could see Sofiasmirking at me."Now go and kiss Sofia's feet slave," Victoria said with a cruel smile.I went down to my knees and kissed her feet while sobbing, leaving amark of red lipstick. They all burst out laughing at my humiliation.Sofia was cruel to me. She quickly gained Victoria's trust. Where are you from idiot why are you doing like this.Me : I just complimented you dear. (i cut the phone)The very next day I saw her from terrace, before she enter into her clinic she was looking left and right to check is anyone is checking her. I made a call then,Me: hey dear, I saw you searching for meDoctor: you saw me !.. Hey tell me from where you are looking at me ?Me: hm… yes I will tell you if you accept my friendship and loveDoctor: listen what made you to talk to me like this. ? Am a.