The problem is me. I cannot live wondering if the woman I love will come home to me each night or if she traded up, finding something better for the e...ening. Or better to share her life with.’ The pain in his eyes was deep and crippling. I asked, ‘Do you want me to move out?’ ‘No, I want you here. I cannot imagine a day without you or not having your warm body next to me in our bed. But, I want you to not let me love you and not let me believe you will come home to me. I don’t want to hurt like. Well I was so horny all the time I would walk around in boxer briefs and just watch her eyes. Well one day I forgot my key and was locked outa the house. Well I went out and got in our above ground pool. It had a wand on it where the water shot out and It felt like getting a blow job if you put it just right on your dick. So I'm in the pool butt naked just relaxed back letting that do the work. Well my step mom comes home and she yells at me I'm home and I say ok I'll be in in a few mins and. ‘Well let’s see how you’re doing,’ Dotty said as she began her normal morning exam. She reached over and turned on the light setting on the night stand. Jim jumped a little when the light came on. He stared at the lamp and then looked around the room. Dotty saw his little twitch and the wildness that came back into his eyes. ‘What’s wrong Jim?’ Jim took a deep breath and made himself settle down, Dotty was taking care of him and he considered her a friend. She wouldn’t let or cause anything bad. "He gazed up at her pale skin. For the first time in his life he noticed a few freckles scattered across her upper breasts, but then his eyes were drawn to nipples that were now red and angry looking. Her hips moved and his cock was stroked.She leaned forward, putting her hands on his chest and began to move, languidly."Ohhhhh, yeah," she sighed. "That's what I need."The front of his PJs had a flap, and within a minute her action moved the cloth down, around his cock, until it was suddenly in.