I never lie to him. My lip trembles. He sits up quickly , and leans over me. "I cannot hear you!" he is losing patience. "I could be." I barely get th... words out. I tense, waiting for the reaction I know will come."What fucking kind of answer is that?" he harshly spits out. I am scared, and I know he has control, but this is my only chance. I might not feel so strong tomorrow."I have never felt this intensity with someone. I am addicted to it. I crave it. I tried to find it in others and could. I upped the dose after a few days of fun, and soon, in economics class, she was squirming in her seat while looking at me. After a full day’s worth of that, I decided to play along with my own production and look at her weirdly. She was still squirming when she saw I was looking back, and she was even halfway through biting her lower lip. I gave her a look that told her, “What the hell is wrong with you?” She attempted to scowl at me, but couldn’t. She looked down, embarrassed, for the rest of. "Are you and Ellen ... you know ... are you together now?"He sounded pissed, even though his voice remained calm."That's really none of your business, Josie," she heard and then a click as the connection broke.She sat for minutes with the receiver still in her hands. His hostility had been barely veiled or was it the hurt he must still feel? Anyway, she had reached what she had tried. She could offer something to Pat and Megan in exchange for the next weekend. Picking up the receiver she called. I was in awe. Stroking my attentive cock I felt good, I felt weak at the knees at a look in the mirror that made me swoon. Then it happened. Not a climax, not a rush, not something I could have ever seen coming. The front door opened."Hi Kevin" shouted Steph.The words seemed to send a shiver deep throughout my soul. All the blood that was flowing so warm, suddenly seemed to turn to ice. My radiated face turned pale like the life had just left my body. I was in a panic."Hi Steph" I sheepishly.