" What are you going to do then?"The bad news was not entirely unexpected and I'd been tossing ideas around in my head for several days. It was time f...r a change, I decided.Each evening, after a hard day at the office, I worked on putting together a business plan that would hopefully provide a way out. I'd developed a good working relationship with Simon Gibson, the commercial liaison at Natwest bank. Whenever Sheridan's submitted a request for further funding, he'd call me up and get an honest. Instead, she strode toward me, a look of fierce determination in her eyes. I saw how you looked at me before, she finally said, obviously referring to my reaction upon seeing her breast. I didnt know what to say, so I remained silent. That was a good thing, because she yanked me to my feet as soon as she reached the couch and pulled me in for a passionate kiss. I was taken by surprised, but quickly recovered and reciprocated her eager tongue strokes. When she finally released me, I fell back. It was hard to think about anyone else. The Coach was so different than the boys I had known before, so manly and masculine. I know it was only one encounter, but I felt so infatuated with him and isn’t that how young love usually happens, anyways? I had already made up my mind that if I had the chance, I would suck his cock again. I also had decided that if he wanted to, if he needed to fuck me, I would let him. I would willingly be taken by him. The very next school day, I tried to time when. Tonight I wanted to see her do it on her own."Please..." she was still sitting, looking up at me, " ... don't make me." I'm telling you. I'm not making you," I shook my head. "Do you want to die? Right now? I'll give it to you, Audrey." No," she whispered and I knew she was telling the truth.That girl would cling to life until the very last second. Nothing frightened her more than death, for some reason. Not pain, not me, nothing. She'd obviously never lost anyone she'd loved, because I'd lost.