She can't hug me back. She can't even look at me. These children have been emotionally abused almost beyond even my understanding."Julie relaxed her h...g, guided Mindy back into her seat, turned to hug Mandy and got the exact same reaction. "Kathy, some day one of the twins will wind up close to you, maybe when you turn around, or she'll be standing in the doorway when you come out of the bathroom. You'll see this same posture, and she won't say anything, but you'll know she's beginning to get. . Carly ... I did ... I remember spreading my legs for him. I knew it was wrong. But I spread my legs. And then pushed my underwear down and stepped one foot out of them to spread them a little more."And suddenly, he just shoved it in! I know I screamed. It hurt! Oh god it hurt!"She looked down for awhile and then her eyes found mine."Oh, Carly, it hurt so much! He just didn't seem to care. I screamed and he just jammed it into me. I screamed again and started crying but he didn't stop. I felt. There were no paparazzi or reporters stalking us on our return. In fact, it was pretty much as we'd hoped. The tensest moment was the wait by the carousel for our luggage after which we strolled unhindered through the green channel and then by Piccadilly Line on the long tube ride home.It wasn't that our tragic American tour hadn't been news. It just wasn't the sort that would justify a press stake-out or more than a few column inches in the middle pages of a family newspaper. Sure there'd been. His hair was down to hiscollar he kept his hair really close clip.The woman came in and said, "My dear you are finally up I didn't thinkyou would sleep this long."Randy started to ask, "Wh-"He stopped, his voice seemed unbelieveably high.He finished, "What time is it?"She laughed and said, " You have been sleeping for 2 weeks and let'slook at the progress that has been made, take off your shirt."She guided him to the mirror and he took off the shirt and was shocked.She said, "Those babies are.