Soon I realized some of these acts of mutilation were performed by me in my dreams, and to people I knew as well as strangers. I never showed anyone t...ese journals, not a soul. Everyone at first wanted to see, but as time grew on, as I changed and became stranger, more... like my current self, people started to back away, they didn't care anymore as long as they were distant from me, the little boy who once seemed so innocent, Erika.I was one fucked up child, but I loved how I was and that. Then Liz chimed in, Wow! You two really turned me on. Im quite wet from just watching. Id love to get some of that action. Then Roger stepped towards Liz. I expected him to reprimand Liz for what she had said, but, to my astonishment, all he did was to untie the bows on either side of her bikini bottom, letting it drop to the deck and then push her towards where Jenny, Tina and I stood in a little group. As Tina came to her, Jenny grabbed her and pushed her into my arms. I dropped my empty. She places the b**st back on the shelf and gets out a much smaller and slimmer vibrator. ‘I zink ve vill try zis one first… turn round and bend over.’ I place my hands on a chair. I feel the vibrator being pushed in – it’s a bit like a medical procedure but not too bad. She switches it on. ‘Vat does it feel like?’ ‘To be honest I feel like I’m having a crap in reverse, Mistress.’ ‘Vell you vill have to get used to it if you are to be my slave. Ven you get home I vant you to stretch your anus. And, now that woman is my wife. Mon Dieu! I am truly thankful for everything I have gained."He smiled and walked up the staircase, anxious to rejoin his beloved Christine."We have known each other less than a week in the real world, but I know more about her than I do about Raoul. I need to tell her about my life, although it seems rather boring when compared to hers."He grinned and began to hum softly."And, now I shall go upstairs, take Christine into my arms and, if she is willing, spend the.