No one is sorrier than I am ... but it just has to be like this. We just can’t, honey...”I felt him nod. I hoped he understood. I hoped I wasn’t...mixing him up by holding him, one last time. I clasped him to me, and tears began to drip from beneath my eyelids. I kissed his ear, and lay my head down behind his.Even though I felt like she was telling me no, it was sexier than hell to lay in my mom’s bed and have her hold me, just like I was a little baby. I wondered if this was the last time, the. "Suck it" he wispered!"take it into your mouth"I could not believe what was going on but I let it. I did not push back; I let his hand on the back of my neck guide me down to his crotch. I opened my mouth and accepted his cock.This was my first experience with another man. I just let my tongue swirl around the head of his cock. It was big I could not take much into my mouth. The man's strong hand on the back of my head began to push down. Slowly I was able to work more of his massive cock into. . I'm just getting another bottle of soda."I nodded."Hi Luke," she said as she passed him."Hey," he muttered as he ate another crisscross.We waited. She hurried.I could feel myself getting more and more upset as I ate and broke the pretzels. My eyes started itching, and I kept sniffling. My eyes started tearing. I knew what it was, I was about to start sobbing.I knew it was true when a big drop landed on the counter in front of me. I sniffled quickly, and tried to wipe my eyes. It didn't work. I heard one of them say to the others "Have you ever seen a guys dick?" I heard a couple of them answer no and they giggled a bit. Then I heard my sister tell them that she had seen my cock several times. One girl said "I don't believe you." My sister said "I swear I have. I even touched it too." They all laughed.I went back to the family room and watched the tube a while. A few minutes later the girls walked in. My sister said "My friends don't believe that you let me see your cock. Tell them.