శ్రీదేవి చెప్పింది ఎంత నిజమో అర్ధమవుతోంది .“ పాత చింతకా�...� పచ్చడి భావాలతో తన జీవితం నిస్సారం అయిపోయింది. ఎంతో ఆనందప్రదమైన దాంపత్యజీవితాన్ని, కుటుంబ జీవనాన్ని పదిలంగా ఇముడ్చుకోవాల్సిన తన పెళ్ళిపుస్తకం మన్మధ్ ని తీవ్రమైన డిప్రెషన్ కి, నిరాశా నిస్పృహలకి బలిచేసేస్తోంది . మన్మధ్ ని ఆర్ధికంగా , మానసికంగా , సమాజపరంగా దెబ్బ తీసి, అబద్దపు ప్రచారాలతోను, మోసాలతోను తమ కుటుంబాన్ని తీవ్రఒడిదుడుకులకి గురిచేసిన వాళ్ళందరినీ తను ఆదరించడం నిజంగా పెద్ద తప్పే ! దాని చెడు ఫలితాలని ఇప్పుడు అనుభవిస్తున్నాం అనుకొంది. ..”A large black man appears in the open doorway and says, “Ello mimampie, yo’man, ere, come cockitup some mmm hmm”[good evening my dear, I have come to make love to you doggy style], “an’ den de batty boy can slurpie slupie, an my boy Elbert can can cockitup some more an’ den moore slurpie slurpie and some moore cockitup. [after I have finished, I would like to degrade your husband by forcing him to do disgusting acts of a sexual, no doubt considered by some as homosexual in nature, before. It wasn’t just my hands I wanted on that ass. I bit my upper lip and inhaled quickly as the firm cheeks flexed a little and my breath caught. As my hands began to glide over the left cheek, I felt a warmth engulf my whole body. Circling the outer edge of the gluteus maximus and then the upper hamstring, I realized I still had not breathed in a while and suddenly released my breath in one full rush which escaped more like a sigh. I tried to rush through that area fairly quickly so as not to get. She didn't know where she was or how she got there, and she was having a hard time thinking clearly. The truth is she was thinking as clearly as she ever would again, but she didn't realize that yet. It was dark when she woke up, and she found herself on a hospital bed, naked. She could see a crack of light under a door, and she could hear men's voices."All the other girls are on the truck and out. We just missed this one because she was on her way back from programming when the evac order.