Not until I was caught up to speed by Molly.I headed down the hallway to her room and knocked.'Just a minute,' she called from within.I recalled the o...her day and a grin spread across my face.'What? Would seeing you masturbate be so bad?' I said as I opened the door.She froze like a deer in headlights as I stepped in. I couldn't see what she was so shocked about. She was naked, but that was usual.My eyes fell down her body and I suddenly spotted it. Her pubic hair was matted and from between. That’s one of the most amazing things about the isolation tank. When you get in that thing it removes the entire world. No touching, no seeing, no hearing, no weight – all of your thoughts completely un-tethered from the signals of the primate body.And when you do that thoughts become a very different thing. They don’t roll in and scroll down like text on a movie screen. It’s much more like you’re laying down in a river of consciousness, and wave after wave of thoughts just roll over and bury. I told them I was a nurse and Jim’s dad went to get some more beers. Jim handed me an index card and said, Carol this is the garage code to my dad’s house. He fell and had two concussions last year. If you ever hear him yell for help this code will get you in the house”. I said, sure Jim, no problem. I thought to myself, what a nice guy.Now after a few beers I could tell these two were eyeing me. I may be forty-five, but I still get a lot of looks from men, especially older men. I have a nice. " He looked down and sighed, then looked back up at me. "Jane did say you could come by and they'd at least talk to you, though. She and Stacey are in the basement. Mom and Dad are off at the VFW for the monthly dinner dance. I think it would be better if I just sit out here."Jesse was obviously feeling guilty. I wanted to help him, but I had no idea what to say, especially since I thought he had reason to feel guilty. So I nodded and walked into the house. As I did, it occurred to me that I.