She spent most of the night awake, huddled in the corner by herself, sheltered by her single blanket. By noon the next day, with her financial arrange...ents all made, she was finally allowed to leave the station and return to her empty house. She immediately had a shower, went to bed, and ignored the several phone calls that came in, letting the answering machine take care of them.The next month went by fairly quickly for the two accused. In the first few days Lisa learned that the money that. " The little Brownie smiled and tried to look very grown up. She almost pulled it off.I was just getting into the spirit of the event with a guy about 25 years old, when right beside me where Penny was sitting I heard an angry sounding, "Just what do you think you are doing, young lady!" Daddy!" shrieked Penny. Suddenly Penny's father was looming over her. The boy who had been behind her caressing her breasts was walking the other way with his hands in his pockets. The man that Penny had just. I was sure Howard would see that this was important to me and that he wouldn't deny me my need. He's never denied me anything I really wanted before. Why did he react so dramatically this time?I had to rethink my situation. I love Howard. I know I do. But I need some excitement in my life. I'm nearly fifty and I need this. I need someone to help me feel alive and desirable. God knows, Howard is a wonderful lover. He fills me so completely and he is so thoughtful with me. I couldn't ask for a. Thepain was so intense that I hardly could breath anymore and Isimply cried out loud."Oh honey, does it hurt? Its all good for you. We need to get ridof this stupid macho attitude of yours. By the way, we have tostart all over again because you forgot to thank me."I cried once again. "Please Mommy, please stop. It hurts soomuch, I promise I won't be a macho anymore. Please don't hurtme."She snickered. "No way, honey you won't rob me of this nightlypleasure, but I relent, you don't have to count.