”“I think so.” We’d come out of Thanksgiving week with Becky moving in with me. Since then, we’ve speckled the map visiting such local attra...tions as we could handle in December and January. We have some trips planned. Now I’ve got the mate for this stuff. We know how to do real things with other real people and I want to do them with Becky.“I’m gonna put the house on the market, Brad.”“Kinda makes this permanent, doesn’t it?”“I think it’s permanent. YOU think it’s permanent. So –. She told me the reason was our inability to live in harmony. She also told me she wanted the kids, and offered to waive the alimony requirement in return. I was unemployed, and I couldn't feed and take care of our kids while looking for a job, not to mention I didn't have the financial resource for a lengthy legal battle. I eventually agreed.Yeah, you guessed it right again. I became an alcoholic. I drifted from one brief placement to another, and lived in a rat's nest. I only cleaned and. Then in my bedroom had a moment of Religious guilt thinking I was surely going to HELL. The guilt subsided by the images of him smoking and his dick filled my mind until I could no longer take it and would master bate 4 times in a row to the memory of my first experience - I was DONE ! and would never be the same. Oddly I had 3 other experiences like it with other random Portuguese men in my neighborhood all blue collar, landscapers, construction working, truck driven, Cigarette smoking, HORNY,. 15 and I allowed her to take window seat and bus started moving most of them were married couples in the bus we started chatting again and while chatting I kept one hand on her shoulders she saw in my eyes and I winked she laughed ,Still lights were on and I asked her to come a bit closer she told that somebody will see I said ok and removed hand from her shoulder and kept quiet she saw in my eyes and laughed I was just watching TV in bus accidently I saw a newly married couple beside our seat.