Though his bedroom was dark and would have given most people the impression of a gothic-cultured high-school student, Noah was a pretty confident, pos...tive, and talented young man. Black carpet covered his bedroom floor and his walls and ceiling were painted a dark grey color. The window frames, door frames, and doors of his closet and entranceway were all painted black as well. His dresser, bedframe, nightstand, wardrobe, and entertainment center were all made of real redwood. His bed sheets,. "She really thought it was her idea to get Rob to film me in revenge and show it to you. She was going to tell you afterward she knew what you had done, why do you suppose she did not?" She laughed. "Because she saw Rob could do the things she really wanted, and you are too weak to give her, too scared!"I yelled something and slapped her, hard, rocking her head to one side, raising a bruise on her cheek, but she just laughed more. "She is getting much worse than that!" I slapped the other side. I was still working through the issues in my head, and in my journal, and just didn’t feel like being with anyone except Penny at the moment. The girls said that they understood, but that didn’t prevent the frustration.As we’d agreed, Anala didn’t visit, and we didn’t have our usual Sunday gathering because our friends were all studying. I did talk with Karin and Sofia that morning and heard from both of them that Sweden had won the Eurovision Song Contest for the second time. A Swedish group. We were totally exhausted. Then we lay in each other’s arm hugging over the bed. I asked her what made you think to have sex with me. She said that she really loved me since we first met and gradually her liking became more strong towards me. I was very happy. Then she said that she was ready to have sex with me even before marriage but did not have courage to do and even I did not initiated towards her move of kissing my cheeks several times and even hugging her when we use to go to school on.