..Wanting you to be here with me. Wanting to feel your arms around me as I suck your bottom lip and nuzzle against your neck. Wanting you to make love...to me over and over and over again.I finally stop my fantasizing long enough to get ready for bed. Even though it was cold and damp out, I put on a sheer negligee and even add a quick spritz of perfume. I laugh at myself, without humor, for doing this. Whom am I trying to fool? I crawl under my blankets and think of you again. I think what it. There was always some danger with controlling her like we did. I never had a chance to tell you, Julie, but she came in to the club yesterday when I happened to be there. She wants a job." As far as I know, she has never worked during their marriage," Julie said in surprise. "Are you considering it?" Of course. Anything we can do to help her get back to feeling normal, we should do," Phyllis answered. "By the way, I would not be surprised if you all got visits from her." Oh. I hope she calls. James commented that most girls that they had fucked were just that, girls and they lacked the stamina and expertise I had shown. I felt quite complimented by this especially since I was a full 15 years older than either of them. Jess laughed and said that made him feel like he had just fucked his Mom, then without thinking I blurted, that this momma wanted to be fucked again. In a second, Jess, reached out for me with one hand as he lay back on the bed and gripped his tool with his other hand. Then I saw him. He was just staring at my knees, 'Shit', I thought, and immediately began to formulate his lusting for me into a scenario where his desire for me became an obsession, I wanted to feel his orgasm as well as my own, and as such imagined what it was he craved for me to do, positive feedback I think could describe my inner feelings.I did nor realize the bus had passed my stop, with my deep thinking lost somewhere down in my crotch and the people blocking my view, soon I was right in.