I went on the hunt, searching my house, finding two handles of different objects one was yellow, about as thick as a broomstick, with kind of ribs on ...t, for grip, but looked like it would feel good. The other thing was blue and about the same thickness, but at the end, it bulged to be about as big as a tin can, unsure if it would fit, I figured I would start with the yellow toy. It was long enough to where I could lay on my back on my bed, ass tward the wall, the good end in my ass, the other. I reached her place by 8 and she was ready in a black chudidar and I picked her up and took to a restaurant. She told me that she has time constraints and she should be back in hostel by 10 PM, else the entry is not allowed and the hostel management is strict about all such stuff. We finished our dinner by 9 and during dinner, I was acting casual with her by placing hands on her shoulders, thighs, waist to which she never objected. After dinner, I took her towards her hostel, crossed her place. The Judge had given her probation the first time and ordered her into treatment. She had pasted her first two drug test and everyone thought she was staying clean. But she had dropped her purse at a rehab meeting and the bag of crack slid out onto the floor. Boy was the judge pissed. He had told her that he could sentence her and her baby would be born in prison and taken by the state social services for placement. But he decide to delay her sentence until after the baby was born. Then she. " This is my favorite." He picked one of the wall. Black and white, acouple, well off, sophisticated, about mid-thirties. The woman was juststarting to show her pregnancy. They both beamed out of the photo."They look great, who are they?" Fellow New Yorkers. Visiting family, Jewish I think. He owns a computersoftware firm, she works for a big sales team. I like her expression.Fear, triumph. She's successful, got what she wants, but risks losingher identity at the same time. All those things.