I never had a clue as to how "close" my family was until about a year after our MOM died of breast cancer. Sure we would have nude swims at the ponds...when having cook outs but never any signs of sexual things happening. Well, I do remember a few times when my brother and male cousins would get "wood". Life was good for dad, aunts and uncles growing up back then. Dad told me about the first time he ever saw his older sister masturbating. She was in the barn laying on a blanket in the hay,. " Probably not, but the man here wants to put you in your place. This is his way of getting back at you. It didn't work because you caught some nasty balls and were going to call your own game. I think we need you at short or second right now."We stretched out and dressed for our game after lunch. I was riding the pine when the lineup was called. That didn't bother me, because I was in the dugout and not sitting in the bullpen with the social club.The shortstop made three errors in three. Fir usne kaha,”I hope ap bura nahi mane honge”. Maine bas ek smile di aur hum fir drive par chale gaye.Humare ghar se highway thodi door tha toh hum highway ki taraf nikal pade. Aur fir thodi der bad mujhe thand lagne lagi aur meri andar ki garmi bhi badh rahi thi. Maine socha yehi mauka hai. Mere nipples bhi hard aur erect ho gaye the.Maine Arav ko tightly hug kiya aur kaha, “I hope tum mind nahi karoge mujhe thand lag rahi hai.” Response me woh aur kareeb akar baitha. Mai samajh gayi ki jo. And he had greasy black hair and a scraggly beard, and areally bad case of acne. And he just looked, well ..... mean.It was a week or so after that when I was in the boy's bedroom, I'djust taken off my diaper and was getting dressed for school when Iheard someone else enter the room and then the click of the door beinglocked from the inside. Before I could turn around someone grabbed myright arm and twisted it up behind my back in a hammerlock. I wasforced to turn around and drop to my knees in.