I needed to do something. In my restless sleep, an idea had come to me and I latched onto it. We would go to Hawaii now ... get away from here now ......let the pros Tom had hired look after her father. I needed to get her out of harm's way. I didn't think her father had the resources to get to Hawaii. She would be safe there.I must have stood gazing at my beautiful Dana for some minutes before I moved. I didn't want to wake her. She needed sleep and she needed safety. I went to the fridge and. For me, the essential event in my successful transition turned out to be the day I'd rejected the backing out of the hack that had allowed me to ignore some of my internal blocks and respond to Lucy. I, at least, received warnings from Anna of what was to come before she and Bill upgraded me.However, despite this immeasurable leap forward in myself, for a long time afterwards any outside observer would have had trouble realizing that my mind was developing as fast as Anna's had done. Because,. "some guys said u looking for a cock to suck " he mumbled"nah, im looking for a cock to fuck my ass good and hard,THEN i'll suck on it" i replied and he looked v pleased. "but ive not got a rubber" he said and i didnt have 1 either but i wanted it so bad."doesnt matter, do me without one...you'll be the 1st ever to do me bareback" i said, sounding as desperate as i actually was to feel his dick inside me. In an instant his pants were round his ankles and he was lay on the boxes next to me. his. And he was about to cum.i pulled his cock from my mouth.he wanted to fuck me and cum in my ass.he asked me to turn around as he wanted to fuck me in doggy style.i was little scared seeing my fear he told he will be gently. He removed my undergarments and slowly let his finger one by one in my ass.he applied some lubrication by spitting into my ass hole and slowly rubbed his cock against my ass.and here it comes he inserted inch by inch it was like heaven AHHHHH.. It was painful it was burning.