Yes, you complain that your life sucks and you whine about how things aren’t going your way. But don’t even TRY to pretend that losing your fianc�...e has been the great epic tragedy of your life.”I blinked at the fury in Kim’s voice. Leaning back, I gave her an evaluative look and asked, “Where is this anger coming from?”“You didn’t LOVE her, your supposed fiancée. Maybe you did before, months ago before you got distracted by DJ and Dawn and started going over to Berkeley as often as you did, but. But the payoff was much higher; and it definitely WOULD be much higher for me, with my awareness of coming events and their effects on commodities prices.I had just never had the balls to do this previously. Now I felt quite a bit more confident in pulling off this risky venture. And it was exhilarating, when I thought about it. Just imagine--Louis 'No-Risk' Chandler now playing in the big leagues, financially!Thus, the second thing I did that first morning 'back' was to initiate contact over. "Oh come on, I want to hear how you shot that gang banger in Texas." Another time," I said."So what are you going to do now. Cindy said you are thinking about going into practice on your own?" he asked."Most likely yes," I replied. "It's all I know Jeff." Me too," he said. I think I would rather be a doctor." I would rather be a hooker," I said smiling."You don't need any special training for that," he said."Like hell," I replied smiling. "You better get back." At least you came to the counter. Asthe blade came down on William, something hit Leroy from behind and the knifeveered off. Leroy shot up, rubbing his head, and stared at Lisa, who hadthrown an alarm clock from the bedside at him. Leroy grinned and flipped hisknife around. William didn't have time to scream before the blade hit Lisasquare in the forehead - she tumbled backward onto the bed, dead. Leroyslowly walked over to the knife and pulled it out of her. He turned back toWilliam, who was going hysterical on the floor, pain.