I wasn’t on birth control because I didn’t intend to have sex. I didn’t think about sex a lot. I do now. I think about sex all the time and it�...s always you that I think about. When I have those thoughts, sex seems beautiful and pure and right, not like the memories I have. If I could go back and talk to myself when I was getting ready for that party, I’d tell myself to go to you instead. I’d want you to be my first, my last, my only, because I love you, Matt.I know that what happened doesn’t. ‘Nice to meet you, Laura. Are you in the habit of inviting strange men into your flat?’‘Oh, I don’t think you’re that strange. Intriguing perhaps. Biscuit?’I took a digestive. ‘But I could be an axe murderer.’‘You’re not a murderer. And that isn’t an axe. Can I have a look?’I handed her the slipper. She hefted it in her hand, flexed it. ‘It’s pretty heavy. And big. What size do you think it is?’‘At least a 12. I’ve no idea how old it is. I found it at Paddy’s Market. Woman selling it asked the. I saw them laying in our bed and they both were naked. As I approached, our bed, my wife told me; "What are you doing, I want you to lay on the floor." I suddenly felt angry, and I wanted to say; "Fuck you," and then leave, but instead I got down onto the floor.I laid there and I watched them make love. I realized, as I watched them, that this was something that my wife and I had not done in years. Kenny's cock was no larger then mine, which is 6 inches, but he knew how to use it. I watched. She moves and asked to give massage to boob’s navel and pussy, white big boob and brown coloured nipples. I can’t control myself pressing her soft boobs. She’s moaning ummmmmmmm ahhhhhh suddenly my dick touched her waist she recognized and asked can I see your cock! I never saw men cock.I acted like refusing but I took out my tool and kept in her hand; she stroking me. I’m about to come. I asked can I kiss u, she told with pleasure darling I kissed her lips more than 15mins by pressing her.