” Sarah Lynn started. She stifled a sob. “He told me that this was his choice. Whatever I decided, the one thing I had to do was live. I couldn’... copy him.”“So, I guess what we do is live,” Rick said. “I might envy Lonnie a little sometimes.”“I think I’m going to take this painty underwear,” Kelly said. Jas looked at me and smirked.“Yeah, well okay, Kelly,” I said. “You can have the underwear if you can take them off without using your hands.” Her gasp was so loud that I think she might have. All I could do was to smile. I have hen quickly asked do you come here a lot. Kanti said about 3 or 4 times a month usually on Fridays. This is my favorite restaurant. At this point the waiter came back with my check. I was finished boxing up my remaining food to go. At that point I said Kanti it was a pleasure talking to you. I truly enjoyed my meal and also looking at your gorgeous face. Take care and enjoy the rest of your weekend. So on the next Friday I made it a point to go to the same. Theyhad a local LGBT chapter, (Lesbian, Gay, Bi, Transgender), and I joinedthat as well.I wasn't very good with makeup, and mannerisms of being a girl weredifficult for me at first. To be honest, my heart wasn't really intoit, but I learned to get by. Everyone on campus saw me for what I was,a man in drag. Slowly, mainly through my associations with the LGBT, Iwas able to learn the basics of being a girl, and even got better atapplying makeup. Still not great, but I could almost pass. I. “Yeah, we get on well together,” I said. “But buggered if I know how to work out what she wants.”“Just accept that you will never truly work out what a woman wants,” he said. “It’s like trying to solve some of those math problems we get; there’s just no answer to them. But start by talking to her. It seems to me she’s scared that she will get hurt, because you will end up back with Cathy.”“But she knows I don’t want that!” I protested.“Does she?” he asked. “Tell her again, tell her why you.