. but ... It started when I was eleven. Are you sure that God condones it? I mean here? In the Convent?" Oh yes, my dear. He does. Do you feel? Like? ... have been so busy recently that ... like? Perhaps we can help each other?" and the horny monk tugged at the tie that held the young woman's robe together."Do you mean? Like? Do you mean we should do what they were doing?" the nun stammered, a surge of lust coursing through her loins.I'm sure of that, Sarah. Especially since you've been fucked. " It is, Mom. You know that." Yes, I do, Jackie. I love you. I know you love Mary. You've just got to give her some time and let her grow into this. And know that she loves you more than anything in this world."I felt less sorry for myself than I had for weeks as I walked toward History."Hey, stranger."Her voice caught me off guard. "Hi, Sara." How's Mary?" Not good. She's OK physically but she's still hurting inside. She can't let any men near her. It hurts that I can't hold her and make it. She pushed me down on the bed raising my dress and peeling off my panties. She went right down on me kissing and sucking me. My eyes closed enjoying feeling her granny soft lips work my tiny cilitit . As i mentioned in the previous posting only men would suck me off only she, mom and cousin Marlene were the only females that had. She knew from years before that I would not fuck her. She Stood up reaching into the night stand draw and pulled out a dildo. She took off her dress caressed her. On her feet were were rather high bright pink high heels. God I wanted to fuck her.She smiled at me and said “Put your tongue back in your mouth and go take a shower, supper with be ready in 15 minutes” She turned and walked into the kitchen , my eyes glued to her swaying perfect ass.I took my shower, dried off and put on a robe and joined mom in the kitchen. As we finished supper mom looked me in the eyes and asked “Is there something on your mind?I replied “Yes, how bad I want to fuck you”Mom.