How humiliating. I was 31 years old for CHRISSAKE.Stephen bent me over the bed and pulled my dress up and pulled my panties down below my ass and plac...d one hand on my back to keep me still, or at least give the illusion he was “making” me be still. His hand could barely be felt. He first spanked one cheek and then the next, back and forth, until I was getting very uncomfortable. He narrated how many licks he had given me and how many more I deserved and asked me if I knew why I was getting. That's not to say David hadn't tried. He called her all the time. He even wanted to fuck her the night before his wedding, and at their wedding reception he managed to pull her into an empty room and finger her — he practically begged her to give him a quick blow job, but she ran out of the room.It just didn't seem right. Yes, cheating was exciting. But David was married now, and she was getting really serious with Mike. Before, their cheating was nothing more than kinky sex games and she had a. I found myself acutely sensitive as I sat down. I found myself thinking of my asshole as I walked along a corridor, an unseeing eye, wondering if his come was draining out, staining my skirt. Or blood. I started wearing inserts in my panties. One morning I awoke before dawn from dreaming about a cock up my ass and rolled over and pushed the covers from Winston, who was sleeping naked as always. He was lying on his stomach, and without intention, I found myself crouched above him, touching him. She probably learned how to do that from Ellen, like she learned to speak our family language. Did you even notice that Ellen sounds like she grew up with us? Ava said Ellen didn’t know it. Ava’s brother, Ellen’s father, never taught it to her.”Caryn let that settle in for a few minutes.Caryn picked up the papers, got their attention, and said, “I thought it was David taking Ava’s cherry and fucking her into submission, but he fucked the hell out of me today, and I still feel the rage as much.