"Antonia made a vow at that moment to never, ever underestimate any of these people again. They were far too perceptive for their own good. Or hers. J...ne took a sip of her drink while Antonia thought about how to respond. When she said nothing after a moment, Jane continued."I'm sorry," she said. "I didn't mean to embarrass you. Really. I just wanted you to know that we understand how complicated personal relationships can be. And how outsiders almost never understand such things."Holy crap,. There are many ways to give up control and enjoy this lifestyle without spankings ever entering the picture. Do you remember the form that you filled out a few days ago? There were many items that you checked that can be tried and played with that will allow you the same feelings as Hazel just talked about. I will promise you one thing. While you are here no one will give you a spanking until you beg for one? I know that everyone here will abide by that rule for you. As stated on the contracts. I?m a girl now, I realized; it was as if a switch had been flipped in myhead. My dream made perfect sense. The impossibility of thetransformation didn?t faze me near as much as it should have done. Apart of me wanted to be upset with the change, but in truth, I wasn?t.Instead, the reality of my situation ? specifically, a woman in themen?s showers, and more generally, a female in a male profession ? mademe feel vulnerable.I knew it was U.S. Military policy that women weren?t allowed in. He nodding leaning down so he was on my level. For the first time I noticed his eyes. They were green with little flakes of brown. They were gorgeous. Mandy had had an air matress already laid out on the floor for Drake. I couldnt help but get nervous with this large dark man standing over me. We started talking about nothing of value when his hand made its way to my thigh. I thought about pulling away but it felt good to have his heavy hand on my leg. Even through my jeans I could feel the.