But that’s why the second time, I didn’t talk with anyone. Not until Tony.”“Of course you told him...”“Of course,” Carol replied, grinni...g. “He helped me be okay with both times. And it wasn’t that he was a killer ... he helped me understand what ‘self-defense’ really meant. After each man I killed, I’d locked away a lot of it. He helped me see that in those moments, it was them or me. I was going to be raped, beaten, and/or killed. Or I could defend myself. My brothers ... they always told me. "One of the men in the BDSM community, Leo, became rather fixated on Cathy, He was a dom, and at first she was flattered and willingly went with him. But he was quite a bit more intense than she was after. He was really into pain, and extreme bondage; he definitely never wanted her to act on her own dominant side. After a while he started scaring her, and she told my parents. They tried to pull her out of it, tried to get her away. They even went to the police after a while, filed a restraining. ”He struck out with both hands still in restraints. I brushed it aside and struck into the side of his neck. I stood as he screamed again and nodded to the warden, “The release?”He was looking at me as if I was some strange creature and nodded to a guard who was grinning as he held out a comp screen. I took it and signed for Edwards before handing it back and looking down, “Get up.”He growled and struggled before coming to his feet. He jerked when Dragon leaped and came down on his shoulder,. I will now be more comfortable with the men. Thank you for your kind words.”“Take special care of them, and kiss them passionately for Sheila and me.”Paul came back on the screen, “Every night and all day on the weekends, huh? You didn’t let any grass grow under your feet.”I laughed, “We didn’t, and we will have a bit of a surprise for you when you get home too; something good I think you’ll find.”Sheila came back from an early trip to the grocery store, and I told her about the Skype call and.