Hips and my belly made me feel that I really looked better in clothes. I began dressing up the usual attire, but purposely left behind my bra wore a s...mi-transparent panty ,one of those net ones as I wasn’t carrying the very fancy ones and on top was the tightest fitting blouse I had with the usual petticoat and saree.The blouse had formed a big cleavage and my nipples could be seen through the fabric, once again I looked at myself and felt ok , prepared . Then my son woke , I finished his. I spent two years of my four years in Afghanistan, two years in the states. I barely got my associates degree finished before leaving the Army. When I got out of the service in 2005 I swore Id never go back overseas. I took a job with the security company in San Antonio Texas. The hours I worked were not too bad, I worked as a gate guard for one of the bases, just checking IDs of the people coming in to base. The pay was actually better than I could make in any other security position like a. I hope he wins the election. I think I talked to him on the phone once, and a nicer young man I don't think you'll find anywhere," said my dad."Good, Paul, what time?"Suddenly everyone looked at me and I said, "Nathan said he would be at Gino's between six and six-thirty. He hoped to get in about four to the motel." Then 6 to 6:30 it is, see you all then," said Stan. They all gathered their coats, Gabby made sure she had her jar of horseradish paste, and they went out into the cold to go on. ”“You’ll be like me and Ken. It won’t be like the last two and a half years. Or the time before that. Sue will be like me, Pete. She’ll want other guys on a regular basis. Often.”Jenny was squeezing my hand as she looked at me with excitement and concern all swirling around and mixed up. Sue’s best friend for all these years, telling me straight, our eyes locked together as we almost ignored what was happening on the bed in front of us.Jenny stroked my hair, like a big sister to a younger.