"What I should have said was that each man knows his duty and will abstain. Is that more accurate?" Much more accurate I would guess," Jorgarn agreed...."Let them know that as soon as the festivities end at the castle, I will ensure every man here gets two weeks leave. We might have to stagger them a bit but I don't think so."He glanced sideways at his friend."Perhaps that will give you and Rayna enough time to wed," he offered.Pernice shrugged."I am not certain that is the path we are on now,". In my minds eye, I could seemyself on my knees, in a darkened corner of the gymnasium, kissing boyswith large rough hands. I would suck them over and over again. My mouthwas their plaything.Faces became blurred and my actions went out of control, lusting madlyover having cocks thrust at my mouth, and forced into my waiting pussy.I would be thrown onto a bed as if I was their prize. I would then wrapmy arms and legs against the leather bucket seats and start grinding mylittle pussy furiously. I. After swallowing the last delicious mouthful, I sat back, closed my eyes and sighed.“Enjoy that?”“Oh, yeah.”“Good. I’ve got a dessert planned I think you’ll enjoy too.”“Cheesecake?”She shook her head.“What then?”“You’ll see.” She stood and picked up her wine glass. “Come on, bring the bottle. I’ve got a new DVD I want to watch.”We settled in our usual position on the sofa, me sitting at one end, her sitting next to me, legs tucked up underneath her and her head resting on my shoulder. I set the. These practices were infrequent, and attended with feelings of self-revulsion. Nonetheless, I felt driven to do these. This I interpreted at the time as owing to a superabundance of unsatisfied sexual desire. Still, I fantasized about women, and was attracted solely to their bodies. I did eventually have sex with women, and I enjoyed it so much I assumed the result would be the disappearance of these urges and practices. I was right. However, a bit later, I experienced an almost irresistible.