But the dildo was hurting me every time I was pressing it on my asshole and I was stopping my sessions almost immediately - persuaded that even if I'd...manage to get it in, anal would be painful no matter what. But on the 4th attempts I decided to be braver and pushed a little bit harder than usual. I'll never forget my total surprise when suddenly the entire dildo disappeared in my ass. I was shaking like crazy and took it off immediately. After I recovered from my emotions I started again and. ”“So I assume the bride is marrying a man, what about the rest of your group?”Shannon’s expression got serious.“As far as I know they are all straight. I haven’t seen any signs of any of my friends being interested in me or other girls.”“But do they know how you feel?”“Not really, I don’t think so.” “Well I am delighted you have told me.” ==================The next morning Shannon was trying to handle a hangover. She didn’t go out much and last night had. My heart was like low thunder in my ears. We sat and drank tea, ate chocolate digestive biscuits and watched the television. I tried to make conversation but it was hopeless. It was like talking to a dead person. She was on the settee, still with her coat on, although it was unbuttoned, and I was in the armchair and I wondered how I could cross the great divide. She was giving away nothing, no signals, no ‘come-ons’… no nothing. Surely a woman like Joan would fancy me? I couldn’t unravel the. As I traveled around our new town, to get used to it, I passed by a nice looking Service Station with a for sale sign out front. There was an old man in the office and I stopped to talk to him. He told me the station was doing well but he was more than ready to retire. He had no family to take over so he was selling out. I made no commitment but got all the details. That night I talked it over with Jen and she agreed it would be a good way for me to keep busy at something I was good at. We made.