”I think Fredrick saw through my response and waited a few seconds before saying, “That couch your sitting on is commonly called a casting couch, ...o you understand?”My mind was in a whirl with all kinds of thoughts rushing through, like was I expected to perform gay acts in an audition. I had never done anything gay in my entire life, nor even contemplated doing anything gay. I was straight as an arrow.Fredrick sensed my dilemma and said that a good-looking boy like me could stand to make a lot. "Lee, I'm wondering if you shouldn't see a doctor about the after effects of your accident. You seem very different to your mother and me. It's not all bad, mind you, but it is different," my father said. The concern was written on his face."Sure, Dad. I think that's a good idea. Just to make sure, you know." I was smart enough to know that my response would end the conversation and give them some confidence that I wasn't being uncooperative. I knew I was acting very differently from the son. She had always to be home by midnight and we were never left alone together her parents always managed to ensure that one of them was in the room with us at all times! My chance came when a friend of mine, David, and his wife Karen, asked if I would baby-sit for them on Saturday night while they attended his brothers birthday party. Of course I agreed so long as they didnt mind if Jill kept me company. No problem at all, in fact David gave me a wry smile, I think he guessed what I had in mind.. " Elisa said as she handed the bag over the counter.At that moment, it became obvious that the makeshift lunch container had been used one times too many as the bottom of the bag ripped open. From the large tear, three videos tumbled to the hard tile floor.Susan watched in horror as they landed at her feet. A look of total embarrassment filled her face."I'm so sorry," Elisa said as she rushed around the counter. "Let me pick them up for you." No!" Susan called out in panic. "I mean, I can do.