He then looked me in my glazed over eyes and stuttered out, "Mmmom, I-iiii had to, he waas going to raaahape her. I'm soooorry Mom, I dddidnn't mean t... kkkill him." I laid in my son’s arms and looked at him. I could see in his eyes that he wasn't sorry one bit for killing his father but was only sorry for killing my husband. I could feel my body begin to shiver and shake as the shock of what happened took hold of me. My son held me closer resting my head on his bony chest. He kissed me on the. Underneath I wore my blue bra with matching thong and garter belt. Of course my panties went on after the garter belt so my lover would have easy access to my hole. My hose were a deep suntan shade. This time I went a little heavier with my make up, doing a smoky eye effect and a bright red lipstick. I was hoping to appear a little more slutty but not completely.Just as I finished getting ready there was a knock at my door. I opened it and there he stood, my gleaming black lover. He was. "Like that," I look at my charges. "You now have to trust that your partner will catch you. And you have to trust that your partner who is falling is not going to do something stupid." It looks easy," Nev says, wondering what the trick of the game is. "Too easy." It is, and it is not. I will leave it up to you to figure out what the trick is," I dust myself off and give Godiva a reassuring pat."Now, team up," I instruct the girls. Alys and Brin, Nev and Godiva. They start.As I observe them, I. I was sore and spend for a few days afterwards. Later on came the knowledge that it felt good when it penetrated in fucking motion all the way to the hilt too, and the desire to try it in doggy as well. Unfortunately that wasn't really an option alone, but women are inventive....so with time I found that there are a few items which could be used for penetration which were of the right desired thickness and smooth and round enough to insert. The stick of an old fashioned shovel....plus it could.